i am just a face in the hallway. and i never thought it would come down to that.
luckily i dont rely on you to make me happy any more. you were a failure at that. apparently a failure at friendship too, because we cant seem to maintain that either.
at moments like this i am so greatful for my wonderful boyfriend. ken bergeron i love you so much and i dont know what i'd do with out you.
still, losing the friend sucks.
in other news. i've been kind of out of it lately, like something is just out of step inside me and i cant figure out what that is. randy is calling more than ever and i cant help but wish he'd just leave me alone. trying to be a father now is a little too late, dont you think?
i am patheticly raving in my live journal no one reads, or secretly does and i probably dont even know them. THAT IS HOW PATHETIC MY LIFE IS!